It's just me. Rambling

Good morning, I mean afternoon. I have been up since 9, but am...

Mon, 23 Nov 2009 13:21:35 -0500

Good morning, I mean afternoon. I have been up since 9, but am still drinking endless amounts of coffee.

I have always loved this photo my dad took of me while I slept...

Mon, 23 Nov 2009 13:15:48 -0500

I have always loved this photo my dad took of me while I slept peacefully. I wonder what I was dreaming about?

Watch out!

Mon, 23 Nov 2009 13:13:29 -0500

Watch out!

"If I loved someone and that person was gone, and then I moved on and then found someone else, and..."

Sat, 21 Nov 2009 16:45:04 -0500

“If I loved someone and that person was gone, and then I moved on and then found someone else, and then the first person all of the sudden showed up again, I don’t know, I’ve never had that problem, but it’s got to be a little confusing. So then maybe if you know that it’s supposed to be weird and confusing, then maybe it’s a little easier to handle.”

- Vinent Masuka. Dexter.

I am not a romantic, but my god, forget about proposing to your...

Thu, 19 Nov 2009 11:11:43 -0500

I am not a romantic, but my god, forget about proposing to your girlfriend at the top of the Eiffel Tower. THIS is the way to do it.

Lindsay and I this summer at some charity benefit most likely in...

Tue, 17 Nov 2009 11:37:35 -0500

Lindsay and I this summer at some charity benefit most likely in the Hamptons. It’s crazy to think of how this summer I considered going out every night to parties actual work. It was extremely exhausting, but I LOVED it. I now study for classes that want me to memorize information that I will NEVER use, but at the end of the day I am so thankful that I can actually be a student in a town I would normally never live in.

The parties can wait, but I have to admit, I’ve already RSVP’ed to quite a few for this upcoming weekend :) I will be taking my suede black knee high boots and 5 inch patent leather heels out of my closet ( or more like my sisters..) and taking in as much as New York that I can get! Bloomington, I love you, but I can’t wait to go back to NYC!! xx

How many BBM friends do you have? I feel so uncool. Hey, at least I'm in the double digits.

Mon, 16 Nov 2009 23:12:15 -0500

Ground Zero, still with ZERO plans, expect for a sandwich shop?

Mon, 16 Nov 2009 23:10:00 -0500

I am rarely at Ground Zero ( probably because I currently live a thousand miles away at school,) but even when I am home, I hardly ever go down to ground zero. When I do, it is not so much the site of Ground Zero that depresses me, but how there is still NOTHING there! Maybe it’s shocking for the mere reason that you never see that much empty space in Manhattan, but now the only plan is to build a sandwich shop? And ontop of that, a SUBWAY sandwich shop. Depressing. Along with the massive Century One that looks out on what could now be a vacant parking lot.

Julia with BROWN hair. You can hardly tell since I took this pic...

Mon, 16 Nov 2009 00:05:07 -0500

Julia with BROWN hair. You can hardly tell since I took this pic with my new blackberry. I got rid of my 4th I phone and I feel so weird without it.

I always take the quiet streets on my way back, or to class. I...

Thu, 12 Nov 2009 16:03:00 -0500

I always take the quiet streets on my way back, or to class. I guess after only experiencing quiet streets back home at 3 in the morning along Riverside Drive or Park Avenue, I like to take advantage of narrow sidewalks with no cars and hidden beautiful homes in the midst of a college town. I always walk by this gorgeous stain glass and I just had to take a photo of it. I want something like this in my own yard one day.

McKenzie: [drunk] So do you have a boyfriend?

Wed, 11 Nov 2009 23:24:34 -0500

McKenzie: [drunk] So do you have a boyfriend?
Summer: No.
McKenzie: Why not?
Summer: Because I don’t want one.
McKenzie: Come on; I don’t believe that.
Summer: You don’t believe that a woman could enjoy being free and independent?
McKenzie: Are you a lesbian?
Summer: [laughing] No I’m not a lesbian. I just, don’t feel comfortable being anyone’s girlfriend. I don’t actually feel comfortable being anyone’s anything.
McKenzie: I don’t know what you’re talking about.
Summer: Really?
McKenzie: Nope.
Summer: Ok, let me break it down for you–
McKenzie: Break it down!
Summer: Ok. I, like being on my own. I think relationships are messy and people’s feelings get hurt. Who needs it? We’re young, we live in one of the most beautiful cities in the world; might as well have fun while we can and, save the serious stuff for later.
McKenzie: You’re a dude. [to Tom] She’s a dude!
Tom: Ok but wait–wait. What happens, if you fall in love?
[she scoffs]
Tom: What?
Summer: You don’t believe that, do you?
Tom: It’s love, it’s not Santa Claus.

" EW, He goes to York. . That’s practically public school."

Tue, 10 Nov 2009 23:53:54 -0500

“” EW, He goes to York. . That’s practically public school.””

- Gossip Girl. Thank you GG. That is where I went to high school. Some ” public school” that cost $35,000 a year.

The winter days that remind you of summer. When the sand is as...

Mon, 09 Nov 2009 23:48:00 -0500

The winter days that remind you of summer. When the sand is as cold as your numb fingers and the ocean gives you the chills just by looking at it. When you realize your bathing suits are now in the back of your closet and your cashmere sweaters and leather boots are now your daily attire. The days where the cold air keeps you awake. The innocent snow that will soon melt along with the painfully cold wind. You search along the shore for unique rocks and secretly wish you will find a message in a bottle from another lonely body across the way. Their thoughts got tangled up in the seaweed and have yet to make it to shore. The hot sun on your pale face. The fast paced footsteps back inside, into your beach front home.

Edie Sedgwick. Gorgeous.

Mon, 09 Nov 2009 23:42:05 -0500

Edie Sedgwick. Gorgeous.

What can I say. . I have a lot of INDIANA pride.

Sun, 08 Nov 2009 23:05:00 -0500

What can I say. . I have a lot of INDIANA pride.

Tailgating. 75 degrees in November. One of the best things about...

Sun, 08 Nov 2009 23:04:00 -0500

Tailgating. 75 degrees in November. One of the best things about college.

"You can’t describe great cosmic significance to a simple earthly event. Coincidence, that’s all..."

Sun, 08 Nov 2009 23:01:06 -0500

“You can’t describe great cosmic significance to a simple earthly event. Coincidence, that’s all anything ever is, nothing more than coincidence. There are no miracles. There is no such thing as fate. Nothing is meant to be.”

- (500) Days of Summer (via jessicachu)

I met Freddie numerous times this summer. I can tell you why he is so tan. All he does is surf and hang out at Surf Lodge, which is where I spent a lot of my summer. He got my friends phone number and we were going to go surfing with him until we found out we had to wake up at 4:30 in the morning. .Too funny!

Thu, 05 Nov 2009 15:49:29 -0500

I met Freddie numerous times this summer. I can tell you why he is so tan. All he does is surf and hang out at Surf Lodge, which is where I spent a lot of my summer. He got my friends phone number and we were going to go surfing with him until we found out we had to wake up at 4:30 in the morning. .Too funny!

On a side note. .

Thu, 05 Nov 2009 09:57:07 -0500

I think Sid actually killed Nancy ( it is a rumor) at The Chelsea Hotel and said “ ”I stabbed her, but I didn’t mean to kill her. I loved her, but she treated me like shit” Sid then shortly killed himself and said in his suicide note. ” We had a death pact. I have to keep my half of the bargain. Please bury me. Next to my baby. Bury me in my leather jacket, jeans and motor cycle boots. Goodbye”

Pretty f***ed up, but still in a weird way romantic. I know I sound crazy, but I am always fascinated by the crazy love stories. Sid & Nancy, Romeo and Juliet, Duncan and Jeremy Blake. . There is something romantic about people who wanted to love but were in capable of expressing it in a normal conventional. There is something romantic about one person dying and literally not being able to live without the other.

Jeeze. It’s not even 10 in the morning. I have to go study for my History of The Sixties exam which is at 2:30.

Peace. ( I never say that, but I’m trying to get in the Sixties mind set.. Maybe I should take some LSD? hmmmm.)

Sid Vicious & Nancy Spungen.

Thu, 05 Nov 2009 09:53:00 -0500

Sid Vicious & Nancy Spungen.