It's just me. Rambling

Let's see. . I am young, much younger than you. I promise. I am from New York City but decided to leave the glorious city of Manhattan and go to school in Indiana. I'd love to hear what you have to say. . Email me. Caitlinkeating89@gmail.com

Sep 13, 2009 10:50pm
Mere Convenience i’ve only been here for less than 3 weeks and it already feels like I have been here for. . I don’t know, 3 months? Whenever you get on a plane you never know what to expect, even when you been to your destination numerous times before. I got on the plane at LaGuardia, land in Indianapolis , drive to Bloomington move into my new house with 4 awesome guys, and well less than 3 weeks later I can tell you it has been one long adventure so far. ( You can email me and I will give you more details..) but as much as I wish I could be 100% honest on this blog, I find myself always holding back. I find myself typing under the ” Add a text post” section and deleting it right after I write it. I spend time putting my words together, and easily erasing them, knowing what I said was honest and true, but maybe not the best idea to post for my numerous followers and random readers. I guess the only place to be truly honest is where you can write whatever you want, knowing you are the only person who can read it. I don’t have a journal, so I guess I am screwed I’ve officially decided I am going abroad to BARCELONA!! SPRING 2010!! Please readers, if you have been there, email me email me email me with tips and suggestions of where to go eat, drink, party, museums, and also where NOT to go!! Also, where to live?! I want to live in a great neighborhood and would love to hear from all of you It’s been interesting in many ways. Listening to numerous guys talk about relationships, lack of relationships, why they like them, why they hate them, why they are in one, and why they were and why they ended it, has opened my eyes and hears to a completely different perspective. I mean, after living with 2 other ladies last year, I only heard one side. I heard the heartbroken side, the confused side, or the deliriously drunk off of happiness side. I now see one side. The truthful side. The side where guys don’t lie to each others faces, and the side where they just speak it how it is. It might not always sound pleasant, but it’s rare and raw, and well, that’s how I like to hear it I know all the guys on my block, some who I have been hanging out with more than I ever did freshman and sophomore year combined. Friendships should be effortless, but when your friendship is living right next door to you, well that just isn’t effortless, it’s quite convenient. I’ve wondered a few times recently, and in the past, how much time you would be spending with someone if it wasn’t so convenient. If and when does convenience override your actual desire to see someone? I guess I won’t find the answer out to that one, unless well, it becomes just a little more inconvenient. I’m actually lying in bed right now, not watching Entourage, trying to fall asleep. No problem that Ambien can’t help right now. I’m going to read a little, relax, and actually fall asleep before 3:30 in the morning ( That’s on average the time I have been going to bed the last 2 weeks.) Will update some more tomorrow. Goodnight, xx

Mere Convenience

i’ve only been here for less than 3 weeks and it already feels like I have been here for. . I don’t know, 3 months?

Whenever you get on a plane you never know what to expect, even when you been to your destination numerous times before. I got on the plane at LaGuardia, land in Indianapolis , drive to Bloomington move into my new house with 4 awesome guys, and well less than 3 weeks later I can tell you it has been one long adventure so far. ( You can email me and I will give you more details..) but as much as I wish I could be 100% honest on this blog, I find myself always holding back. I find myself typing under the ” Add a text post” section and deleting it right after I write it. I spend time putting my words together, and easily erasing them, knowing what I said was honest and true, but maybe not the best idea to post for my numerous followers and random readers.

I guess the only place to be truly honest is where you can write whatever you want, knowing you are the only person who can read it. I don’t have a journal, so I guess I am screwed

I’ve officially decided I am going abroad to BARCELONA!! SPRING 2010!! Please readers, if you have been there, email me email me email me with tips and suggestions of where to go eat, drink, party, museums, and also where NOT to go!! Also, where to live?! I want to live in a great neighborhood and would love to hear from all of you

It’s been interesting in many ways. Listening to numerous guys talk about relationships, lack of relationships, why they like them, why they hate them, why they are in one, and why they were and why they ended it, has opened my eyes and hears to a completely different perspective. I mean, after living with 2 other ladies last year, I only heard one side. I heard the heartbroken side, the confused side, or the deliriously drunk off of happiness side. I now see one side. The truthful side. The side where guys don’t lie to each others faces, and the side where they just speak it how it is. It might not always sound pleasant, but it’s rare and raw, and well, that’s how I like to hear it

I know all the guys on my block, some who I have been hanging out with more than I ever did freshman and sophomore year combined. Friendships should be effortless, but when your friendship is living right next door to you, well that just isn’t effortless, it’s quite convenient. I’ve wondered a few times recently, and in the past, how much time you would be spending with someone if it wasn’t so convenient. If and when does convenience override your actual desire to see someone? I guess I won’t find the answer out to that one, unless well, it becomes just a little more inconvenient.

I’m actually lying in bed right now, not watching Entourage, trying to fall asleep. No problem that Ambien can’t help right now. I’m going to read a little, relax, and actually fall asleep before 3:30 in the morning ( That’s on average the time I have been going to bed the last 2 weeks.) Will update some more tomorrow.

Goodnight, xx
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